no. 21

不逃避，却又不敢面对。


人老了，顾虑也多了。
真的就越来越没有重新选择的勇气。


有种明知结局是怎样却无能为力改变一切的挫败和失落。。
所以，
快不快乐值不值得应不应该可不可以都不再重要。



既回不了过去，
也握不住现在。

我倒底在干什么？

DMC gonna FUCK you, pudu.

Can someone please slaps me hardly if i ever fucking step into the god damn puduraya AGAIN, no matter there's no more flight nor dont want to mafaned my dad for picking me up at second link~!!
How could i once again forgotten my words that FOREVER NEVER EVER go puduraya!!

FUCK!









..and i fucking missing someone, Rabbitt, do u get me???????

onlinebooking ticket so the mafan..

tomorrow is gonna be hard to me for leaving somebody..
i cant call it a day without chit-chat with her with a blurry mind before sleep( and totally forgotten what we did said on the next day, it usually mesh into our dream.. eileh~ )
=(

８８脑残

不得不承认现实和梦想是平行线，虽然叻我压根不懂我的梦想是什么。。

想重新开始但我已经很老了对不？

学历比较高钱赚比较多比较屌是不是？
啊我承认是很屌啦，怎样啦！

怪自己放弃上学跑去学什么狗屁design，一堆梦想青年。

chew！

so called my 21st bday

I thought today will be my 落魄-est birthday in my life..

I didn't manage to get the flight on today and so I back KL by bus that taking time approx. 5 hours+ due to the bloody traffic jam in KL..kanasai..
Couldn't nap in the bus though I've been through 2 sleepless nights..

Headed to WC's place, she said she'd prepared some surprises for me.
hee..=)
(these pics looked pale bt if not they will be very yellowish, no worries i'm not taking my last photo lah..choi~!)




I saw this once i stepped into her room..HA! our pets in pet society.
She claimed that she made these over night, simply simple but nice.
How nice, I knew she was a super busy girl.













I think this cake was totally nothing to do with my birthday, it just a stage for WC to express her cuteness and she did made a poem with the cake : 愿嫦娥与你同在！ ( wishing the Chang-E be with u always)..


Thanks for everything..=)


..and i wish that everyone can be happy, no harms no hurts, peace.

我腦很空嗌。。

人家總想回到過去，那裡有他們美麗的記憶。
我回頭望，
過去的二十年，十年，一年。
盡是不堪回首的過往，盡是瘡痍滿目，異常惆悵。
找不到屬於我的美好片段，所謂的HAPPY ENDING。
向前看吧！！怎麼？一片迷惘。。

妳愛我，我再一次相信妳，直到妳再一次不愛我。
只是有時想起妳當時的樣子，信任剎時動搖一下。。
別擔心，說多幾次我愛你，我們又會開開心心的了，對不？


零零落落的想法整理成文字。。
肚子好餓嗌。。賤肚子，這種時候不可以餓的喂～

我想像國偉寶寶醬一個人去西藏，去上海，去陝西，去泰國，去緬甸，去很多很多地方！！無奈我沒勇氣一個人在酒店睡。。怕鬼哎哎哎～

saya dah balik~

yeaa, saya dah balik ke JB laaa~~!!!
kanasai aeroline biasanya takes 4 hours to JB, but this times..I think 6 hours!?
damn tired..

I dint know that they serve Chicken Rice Shop's 'Bento' at night 'cause usually i was taking the morning one and they served Subway's sandwich..there ain's any piece of chicken meat in the Bento thou..just sambal fish..

will update soon.. really tired sial...

Apart

Since when we be with each other every single second like we thought we will never apart..

Now or soon, everyone is leaving..
Your parents, your best friends, your loves one and your hates one.
They are all leaving, gone !
or
you are the one who leaving..
or
you are the one who chase them out..

So now you are alone.
You can enjoy the freedom in the empty room in the night, with nobody, as u wishing it for so long.
You can enjoy the joyful moments that spend with someone passing by, as u wanted it for years ago.
You can laugh out loud at the screen when you had funny conversation with someone you never met, as you wanted to meet up someday.
You can do whatever you like, with nobody nagging on you.













No matter how suffer in this moment, I'm still with you, I'll be there whenever wherever you need me, until the day you made your independent.


..and i will leave, as your wish in your deepest mind that you don't even find it, too.

Went to class on 9 in the morning..supposed to be an usual day but my tutor informed me that my name kena highlight due to the late payment for the security fee or whatever feeS..damn..Gotta go to SRA that so far far away from my class to settle it ..ish ish..real damn!!
Since i had walked out from class, I don't think i will going back again..XD
Met up with wen chien at Station One and then headed to The Curve.


Having our brunch at Border's Starbucks..
Ciggies come gossip session and also doing our sketch..



During the way back to home we sudden so wants to explore Batu Cave, so...


We're there..=D
We're so semangat on that time that wanted to get up to the top..
But we gave up on our first step on the stairs..=.=
Know what, WenChien's Mac and sketchbooks were in her bag, total weight 3~4 KG..
and I was wearing 5-inch heels..
err..haha..Next time then..


feeding the birds..






..and walking around..
The Indian Kuih were sooo extremely very the SWEET even we just smell it!!
The color mixture were so nice thou..




bought some Indian Kuih and flower necklace then off to home..




as usual we took silly pics..












I really appreciate today that we had so much fun while skipping class like last..
=)