Happy Ending

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life.
Can't get no love without sacrifice.
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well.
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind.
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around.
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep.
I can think that we just carried on.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told.
No hope, or love, or glory.
Happy endings gone forever more.
I feel as if I'm wasted.
And I'm wastin' every day.

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.

Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

告诉我

看沉默的电话 它什么都不说
看电视的画面 它无声的闪动
看街上的行人 跟我擦肩而过
整个世界太冷漠 我没有力气再往前走

看你紧闭的嘴唇 它什么都不说
看你飘忽的眼神 它无情的闪躲
看你和我的回忆 跟我擦肩而过
你的改变太冷漠 我没有勇气大声地说

告诉我 你不是真的离开我
你也不愿这样的夜里 把难过留给我
告诉我 你不是真的离开我
告诉我﹒﹒﹒

作词：陈绮贞 作曲：陈绮贞 编曲：林炜哲/陈绮贞

无.所谓

你说我们两个人在一起很快乐，

我想因为你还没发现你和其他人一起更快乐。
我想你没有真正的爱过我，不然怎么昨天才说的话全走了调。
我想你和他们一样，不然怎么都爱在分手后说对不起。
我想你只是不习惯，不然怎么又说不分了。
我想你只是突然忘了我对你有多差。


所谓道歉，所谓承诺，所谓改变，所谓等待，
我承受不起，
更担当不起所谓升华为友情的爱情。

我想你应该快去过你所谓快乐成功的人生， 找你所谓的好朋友，
这样你可以马上忘记我的存在，不再有所谓的伤心不舍。

We tried so hard but yet ended up like this..

I will give your life back and leave silently..

valentine's day nothing to do with us

偶爾放任自己想念那些時光那些人。
他們說得話和當時的模樣還有一些現在得不到的快樂和悲傷。
才了解這段時間自己有了多少的成長和不同。
也明白了,他們雖然並非離你遠去,而不過是那些時光被置入腦海中被掌管記憶的那部份。


儘管現在如同陌生人,至少我還記得。


我們都會記得。
我一直都祝福著。

就算想起的次數不多。
也無從做些感謝回報那些人或多說甚麼。
但你們都存在過雖然我們都不再停留卻是永遠的朋友。

現實的層面或許該說很久的以後大夥見了面可能沒話說,
所以靜靜的看著也是一種關心的方式吧。


我們都知道的。


BY. ZAI

shriek~~~~

I don't know why I being so agressive this few days..
I was so fucking wants to kill some fucking peoples.

-tiny minded
-my brainless lecture
-my tutor
-my ex
-my college's staff
-survivor of the end of the world
-lala who never have the realization bout they are LALA

yeah this is such an offensing....no, not my post, I mean them.

Stupid idiot fucker, 他妈的,干!!

Ang Pau come first~

Happy Chinese New Year 2009!!

Wish my loves one love me too..=p

Guess what I dreamed in this morning?
I dreamed I was having Bahasa Malaysia test in EC!!..Hwe Cheng scored the highest mark like 95% something and i was just get 5%..??
Funny sial..


Okay, ponteng no more after CNY!!

..

It's getting light in my place..
I'm sad because you're not around..
Starring at the screen with the tears filled eyes..
I though we could have worked things out and we tried so hard, yet ends up with nothing but memories that lingered for while in the air..



I'd fcuk up everything, sorry..



You're always my baby bunny love..
I miss the part that never came back to us..



I miss you..

no glue, it's UHU~!!

since it has been awhile this blog was dying, tried to squeeze a little time to update lah..
only got 4 minutes to post it!!
here comes the one and only pic that i has taken this few weeks, Tristan & WenChien, poser, in FULLHOUSE which located at NZX which located somewhere else in PJ area.
I don't really know where is the place, quite ulu one..
they serve zap 8 lang food, western/chinese/korean etc..
but the ambiance there was quite nice.

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yeah that's all, nothing much to say.

=p

ciao~


assignment dragging me....sob sob..

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我试着忘记，记忆却还那么清晰。






多少次，梦里你目无表情的脸。。
多少次，被梦惊醒。。
我真的很想好好的睡一觉。






刻意压抑的情绪有时不自觉的表现在脸上， 所以你总觉得我双重人格。
用食物给你一个交待， 吃饱了笑一笑又撑过一天。
自称food hunter也不过想和你一起做某一样事情， 这样会让我觉得我们的距离会近一些， 让我把饥饿当成不开心的废借口。





我以为对你好一点，你会珍惜我。
我以为为你做多一点， 你会知道我的存在。
我以为表现软弱，你会心疼我。
以为以为以为以为。。。。再一次的 我以为。






不了解每一晚在我身旁熟睡的你。
也许我懂， 因为太了解而假装不了解。



一直想要用忙碌来逃避，其实也没那么忙。。
想东想西就是跳过你的画面， 我知道我还接受不了， 目前。


你有心无力。


信任瓦解， 一个眼神一个动作都让我联想很多。






没一首歌能述说我的心情， 也许是孤陋寡闻。
俄文也许， 听不懂的就随意翻译成我想的就好。







用力的回想我们的种种，再用力忘记我们的一切。











脑里还有很多话想说， 却无法把杂乱的情绪编辑成为文字。
我想对你说的话， 徒然。











越堕落越快乐，以悲伤为美， 我想知道自己能沉沦到什么样的地步。



你说世界在这一刻毁灭多好。