Thursday, August 14, 2008

screaming in silence

I wonder whether tears stained everyone's face in the dark..

There's too much thoughts, questions, pain and sadness inside me.
So much deep down that I can't reach. It dragging me down in a deep darkness.
..let it go, let it out.

I love my family, love my baby, love my friends.
I appreciate everything I have.

But I just so want to be alone..
I want to let it have me for a while without worrying about anyone for seeing me cry, just a little while..
I just want to be alone so that I can stop worrying my breakdown will do to others.
I don't want to explain since it is impossible for me to do so, now.


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